Fully Trained

Mark 9:28-29

And when he had entered the house, his disciples asked him privately, "Why could we not cast it out?" And he said to them, "This kind cannot be driven out by anything but prayer."

Mark 9:38-40

John said to him, "Teacher, we saw someone casting out demons in your name, and we tried to stop him, because he was not following us."

But Jesus said, "Do not stop him, for no one who does a mighty work in my name will be able soon afterward to speak evil of me. For the one who is not against us is for us.

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It's so easy to read the gospels and put all the focus on Jesus (which of course, we should do), but I've been trying lately to really dig into the viewpoints of the supporting characters. It stands out to me today that the disciples have already had a lot of experience in ministering with Jesus. Back in chapter 6, they've been sent out in pairs to heal the sick and cast out demons. In the same chapter, they played a part in feeding 5,000 people with a few loaves of bread and a few fish. The same thing happens in chapter 8 with 4,000 people. They've all seen Jesus walk on water, and they saw Peter walk on water briefly. Peter, James, and John have just seen Jesus transfigured on a mountain, and they've even seen Moses and Elijah!

When they come down from the mountain a big crowd is there, along with some scribes who are arguing with the disciples. It doesn't say what they're arguing about, but it must have something to do with casting out demons, as the disciples have been trying to cast out a demon from a young boy, but they haven't been successful. "What's wrong?" they must be wondering. "We've done this before, without Jesus helping us, why can't we do it now? Did we lose our authority?" Jesus walks into this picture and heals the boy. The disciples want to know why they couldn't do it. Jesus cites a lack of faith, not only on the disciples part, but also on the father's part, even the crowd and the scribes (v.19); but then he says that certain spirits cannot be cast out by anything but prayer. But what kind of prayer? Surely as the disciples were trying to cast out the demon they must have been praying. And when Jesus casts out the demon he doesn't pray; he just commands it to come out.

He must be talking about a consistent prayer; a life of prayer. He's just come down from the mountain, where he took his inner three disciples with him to pray. I assume this because it was his custom to go to mountains and pray (Mark 6:46). The disciples thought they were fully trained, that they knew all they needed to be exorcists. But here they learn a lesson, they don't know everything yet.

I feel that ring so true for myself today. Even though I might assume that I'm more trained in ministry than some people, I'm still growing, and by no means do I know everything about being a minister or teacher or worshiper or leader or team builder, etc. Like the disciples, I can often find myself in situations where things aren't working like they have in the past and wonder, "What's wrong? I'm doing everything I normally do. I do all the things I've been taught. Why am I failing? Why isn't it working the way I expected?"

Just a few verses after this event, again the disciples display this attitude. They say that they saw a man casting out demons in Jesus' name, and he wasn't a disciple, he wasn't part of their group. So they tried to stop him, thinking it the right thing to do. After all, this guy wasn't trained by Jesus. He wasn't commissioned by Jesus. He wasn't an apostle. He didn't spend time with Jesus. And yet Jesus tells them they did the wrong thing by discouraging this man.

Not only do the disciples feel they're fully trained warriors, they feel like they're the only ones who have this privilege. Jesus shows them that they're not yet fully trained, and also that they're not the only ones fighting the fight.

Why is it so easy to have this mentality the disciples had? Even though there are hundreds of churches on Oahu, why does it sometimes feel like it's all up to us at New Hope Windward? That attitude basically says that the other churches aren't worthy to share the same task as me. And why do I walk into situations feeling like I'm fully prepared to handle anything?

(I definitely think I should walk into situations confident that the Lord is with me and that whatever happens, I'm ready for it as long as my trust is set on him; but the difference is that subconscious tendency to feel like I can handle it on my own)

I'm reminded today that I'm a drop in the bucket. It's so important for the followers of Jesus to know that we're all in the same boat, we're all in it together. I am part of a global family; one body to bring the restoration of God's will on earth, as it is in heaven. I need to play my part humbly, with teamwork. I must always know that I am still in need of lots of learning, and that there are others who labor with me. It doesn't matter whether they work at a church or at Starbucks; there is only one body, one Lord, one Spirit, one Gospel, one reason to live.

I am a work in progress, dependent on others, who also need me. It's the greatest way to live this life.