1 Timothy 1:3-5
3 As I urged you upon my departure for Macedonia, remain on at Ephesus so that you may instruct certain men not to teach strange doctrines, 4 nor to pay attention to myths and endless genealogies, which give rise to mere speculation rather than furthering the administration of God which is by faith. 5 But the goal of our instruction is love from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith.
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Timothy is urged here to walk in his spiritual gifting and fulfill the role God has given him. As a teacher, he is first instructed to teach on a small level (one on few), rather than focusing on weekly sermons. The purpose is to instruct other teachers not to teach other doctrines, and to avoid being caught up in the meaningless discussions of myths and genealogies. Meaning, there is value in those things, but the speculation of them does not further God’s administration. It’s fruitless discussion (v.6).
Then Paul says that the goal of teaching, of being a teacher in God’s administration by faith, is love from a pure heart and a good conscience and sincere faith. This shows me that the goal of being a teacher in God’s kingdom is to transform yourself. It’s not merely passing off information for the spiritual transformation of others, but the very goal is to become more loving yourself, to act out this love from a pure heart, with a good and clean conscience, coming from a sincere faith in and of yourself.
It reminds me of Jesus’ words to care for the log in my own eye, rather than pointing out the speck in other’s eyes. This hits me today because too often, including today, I find myself teaching with everyone else in mind. Yet God is clear, teach to transform yourself first. Then teach others in a smaller setting. Then teach to the crowds.
I find all of these things justified in Jesus, who himself was a rabbi. In his life (and in who he is), he kept his focus on his relationship with God the Father and kept himself from sin and darkness. Because of this, he was qualified to teach the truth of God. This is why Paul says that he is not qualified to teach on his own, but because Jesus has considered him faithful (v.12), and Jesus has “qualified” him (Colossians 1:12). Any teacher of God’s Word is qualified to do so only because Jesus alone is qualified, and he selects whom he will.
Jesus also taught his own disciples more often than he taught the crowds. He took advantage of ordinary moments and used them to teach his disciples, and to teach his closest three: Peter, James, and John. When Jesus did teach the crowds, it usually came from lessons he taught his disciples; and he would reveal deeper meaning to his disciples after teaching the crowds.
So it leads me to ask myself: who do I teach more, the crowds or disciples? As I prepare sermons, even today, I’m confronted with the fact that I tend to have the “everyone else” attitude. Jesus, thank you for revealing this, and please forgive my pride. I remember the early days of my faith, where my own growth and knowledge and learning was above everything else, and my opportunities to teach were coming out of my life being genuinely changed and transformed.
Lord, please guide me back to that place, that I may rid myself of this fog I am in, where I qualify myself as a teacher and disciple. It’s all in you. It’s only in you that I have eternal meaning. I want to walk forward as a disciple, as a white belt with the right attitude, rather than a black belt with an entitled heart.

The Family Business

Colossians 1:9-14
we have not ceased to pray for you, asking that you may be filled with the knowledge of his will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, so as to walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to him, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God. May you be strengthened with all power, according to his glorious might, for all endurance and patience with joy, giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in light. He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
        
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Observations:

• being filled with knowledge of God’s will, spiritual wisdom, and understanding, all have a specific purpose: to live in a way that is worthy of Jesus Christ, to be wholly pleasing to him, to bear fruit by doing the good works he has planned for us. Not only this, but also to increase in this knowledge. There are purposes to increase in spiritual wisdom. It is a dangerous, and unbiblical thing, to gain more wisdom, more biblical knowledge, take more Bible college courses, join more study groups, listen to more sermons, if there is no output. Soaking up information and wisdom without applying it and turning it into good works that glorify God and transform our hearts is nothing more than information gluttony.
• This requires us to be strengthened with power, which comes from God himself for he is mighty. This strength is not just outward strength, but allows us to be patient and enduring with a divine joy; which in turn causes us to be a thankful people to God the Father.
• All of this so far (growing in spiritual wisdom, good works, being patient, joyful, and thankful), is still not the full measure of being a Christian. We aren’t just to be wise, patient, joyful, and thankful. Paul says that we have been qualified to share in an inheritance. What is this inheritance?
• All of us were once slaves in “the domain of darkness” where we didn’t know how offensive our sin was to others and to a holy God. In Jesus, we have redemption, and the forgiveness of our sins, but that’s not all we have. Paul makes it clear that we have been delivered and transferred. Jesus doesn’t just give me a pardon for my sins and the proverbial “ticket to heaven.” He qualifies me for something I was previously unqualified for. I am transferred to a new reality, a new life, a completely new assignment. I am transferred to the kingdom of Jesus Christ.
• With this transfer, I have a certain purpose and assignment. It’s not just to be a good citizen and stay out of trouble. The inheritance is a holy kingdom. In our world, no one would join a kingdom of priests (Exodus 19:6) without some sense of a certain duty or calling. This is exactly what we are transferred to; it’s who we’ve become. There’s no way around it. To be “delivered” means to be moved from one destination to another. To be transferred means to exchange one thing for another. We give up the domain of darkness to join the kingdom of God. And this kingdom is an inheritance.
• The inheritance God gives his saints is not wealth or money or possessions or land; it’s a share in heaven. But it’s not just citizenship. When a son inherits the family business, the responsibility of operating that business falls on his shoulders. He needs to decide how he’s going to do that. Is he going to let others do the work for him while he sits idly by and enjoys the riches he now has, avoiding his responsibility; or is he going to take ownership and fulfill the role that only he can fulfill as the heir of the inheritance?
• This is our role: we are the heirs of God’s inheritance; his kingdom; his “family business.” Will I sit by and be Billy Madison, enjoying the luxuries of my father and ignoring my responsibilities; or will I be active and involved, as Jesus did the work of his Father? Isn’t this what Jesus modeled for us? Not to just live a good life that is marked by faith, prayer, and compassion, but to work as Jesus worked?

Action Steps:

• My new friend and fellow soldier in Christ, Kaleo Del Sol, opened my eyes to the “family business” viewpoint of God’s kingdom. I’ll be forever grateful for this, as it has opened up a fresh zeal in me to live in a manner worthy of the Lord.


• I need to lead my family (first and foremost) in being active as heirs of this inheritance. Are we a family that is worthy of the Lord? Are we pouring out heart-transforming good works, and increasing in the knowledge of God?


• I feel led to look at the mind map of my life and gauge which areas of my life are being lived in light of my inheritance. Any areas that are dead or lacking need to be enlivened.


• I need to communicate this to my church and my ministries I have been entrusted to oversee. After that, we need to discuss how we’re going to live in light of this, and what changes need to be made.

Am I Wearing The Right Clothes?

Psalm 132:8-9
Arise, O LORD, and go to your resting place, you and the ark of your might.
Let your priests be clothed with righteousness, and let your saints shout for joy.

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This is one of the Psalms of Ascent, a song that pilgrims would sing as they traveled up to Jerusalem for feasts or pilgrimage. I think it’s such a beautiful idea, that as one of God’s children approach his “house” or his “resting place” from afar, they sing of his goodness and his covenant with David and Israel. For me, going on walks is something that fills me up. If I were to talk as I walk, people might think I’m crazy; like I’m either talking to myself or an imaginary person. But if I were to sing as I walk, it’s much more acceptable. There’s a sense of my heart expressing something in a way that’s not strange; singing is something that people naturally accept as a way of connecting with ourselves and with something higher.

As I was looking into the commentaries on this particular psalm, one of them mentioned that the phrase in verse 8 “Arise, Yahweh,” was a saying that emerged in Israel when the Ark was being moved into Jerusalem and then into the Temple. And the people shouted, danced, and rejoiced in this act because it was their king coming in all his splendor to sit and rest in this city he had chosen for himself. It’s the image of rejoicing because their king has risen and is on the move.

I think it’s what we need to understand in the church today also; that we rejoice because we understand that God is “arisen” and is on the move. He’s not just sitting around receiving praise, but he’s a mobile king, moving about in the real world; on the streets, in the slums, at feasts and banquets, with the poor and the influential. He’s on the move through his body, which is the church.

So it’s a two-pronged thing. God is on the move, but only if his church (his body) is on the move. Only if his priests are clothed with righteousness and his saints are shouting for joy. So, God will arise and the people will shout for joy when his priests are upright and ministering faithfully. And the priests will be encouraged in righteousness as the people shout and praise with joy. In his commentary, Matthew Henry says of this psalm, “A faithful ministry is the joy of the saints.”

If, as a worship leader, I want to see the people shout for joy and rejoice in God, I need to look at myself first and ask, “Am I wearing the right clothes?” Can I stand before God and men and say that I am walking in righteousness?

One thing I think is so cool about Old Testament priests is that they cared for the Temple, taught Scripture, and led public worship. Today, we’ve split the role of the traditional priest. Most priests just teach the Bible. But what about the duty to not just teach the Word of God, but also to lead the people in the praise of God? And what about the maintenance of his house?

Got lots to chew and meditate on for today!

Grace - Contentment - Works

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that having all contentment in all things at all times, you may abound in every good work.
-2 Corinthians 9:8

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Paul is talking about a monetary collection for the church. He’s saying that giving has to come out of contentment, not begrudgingly or out of some sense of obligation. But the way he puts it here opens my eyes to something.

There’s a certain order he lays out. He says that first, God’s grace comes into my life in an abundant way. If I accept it and try to live by it, I will have contentment (or, sufficiency) in all things, always. But only living in God’s grace can bring this contentment. His grace drives contentment in all my situations and empowers me to be joyful with whatever I have, or don’t have. And this sense of contentment, in turn, enables me to abound in the good works of God.

If I’m not content, which comes through grace, I won’t be able to focus on the good works that have been prepared for me. Grace - contentment - good works. All of these things are promised to be abundant in my life, if I start by understanding and receiving his grace first. Once I do that, contentment will pave the way for me to walk in God’s plan, which abounds in good works - the work of God’s kingdom.

The Cunning Lie of Procrastination

But I am afraid that as the serpent deceived Eve by his cunning, your thoughts will be led astray from a sincere and pure devotion to Christ.
For if someone comes and proclaims another Jesus than the one we proclaimed, or if you receive a different spirit from the one you received, or if you accept a different gospel from the one you accepted, you put up with it readily enough.
2 Corinthians 11:3-4

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Paul makes some things clear about the deception of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden here: that the serpent used “cunning” (literally: duplicity) to lead her thoughts away from a sincere and pure devotion to God. Paul then goes on to explain that the Corinthian church has been open to new definitions of Christ and the gospel, rather than resting on what they have known to be true and experienced through Paul and the ministry of the apostles. So Paul is talking specifically about lies that lead our minds away from a singular devotion to Jesus and his gospel.

But a principle can be extracted here, and it is speaking into a certain area of my life - that my thoughts determine my devotion to Christ. My mind is so important. And the biggest weapons against my mind are distractions and lies; this is the cunning that Satan uses not just to lead me astray so I will do bad things and be a naughty person, it’s to get me to pull away from a dependence on God. This was Satan’s tactic with Adam and Eve. It was the same tactic he used against Jesus in the wilderness temptation. It’s the same tactic he uses with every Christian, and every person on the planet. It’s done in our thoughts.

I met with a friend and mentor today who really helped me to see how important it is to control the procrastinator in me. It’s not just a matter of recognizing that laziness and procrastination is bad, it’s understanding how this part of me will be destructive to my entire life (ministry, family, finances, joy, etc.) if I fail to understand that this is a part of me that Satan is happy to control because it’s so closely tied to how I depend on God.

I’ve got to be more than aware of this cunning plan. I’ve to be active in getting it under a control. It’s not just me. I suspect my entire generation has been so successfully lied to by Satan that procrastination is an acceptable way to live in our culture. So many of my generation lives by putting things off until the last minute and then cramming everything to get it done, and we still get rewarded for the results. For instance, I hardly ever studied for tests, but after one night of cramming, I would get good grades. Or, I would never wear my retainer until the night before my orthodontist appointment and he would say I was doing great. As long as we get the result we’re hoping for, we can put as little amount of effort and stress into it and we’ll be okay with it because we now have so much time for “other stuff.”

The problem with this is, God is a God of order and planning. From the beginning of creation we see that God’s answer to chaos is bringing order (separating darkness and light, dividing the skies and the waters, seasons and cycles, and then creating a steward to take care of it all in an orderly fashion). Also, now that I have more responsibilities in life, I’m starting to see that this lie that has dominated my life is one of the major blocks to me experiencing life to the fullest. I can only recognize this through the renewing of my mind by the Holy Spirit, and I can only change this by the same power. May Satan lose his grip on this area of my life, and may God be praised by a new life I live, and by not passing this off to my children.

Know My Limits

• 2 Corinthians 10:13-18

        [13] But we will not boast beyond limits, but will boast only with regard to the area of influence God assigned to us, to reach even to you. [14] For we are not overextending ourselves, as though we did not reach you. For we were the first to come all the way to you with the gospel of Christ. [15] We do not boast beyond limit in the labors of others. But our hope is that as your faith increases, our area of influence among you may be greatly enlarged, [16] so that we may preach the gospel in lands beyond you, without boasting of work already done in another's area of influence. [17] “Let the one who boasts, boast in the Lord.” [18] For it is not the one who commends himself who is approved, but the one whom the Lord commends.

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Here Paul talks about other self-proclaimed “apostles” who have been teaching others about Christ, but were not actual apostles in the same sense as Paul, Peter, John, etc. Really, this is a passage about the danger of boasting, especially if you are boasting about something that you have no right to claim credit for, or if you are assuming a position of authority that has not been given to you by God himself.

Although the context is in boasting, I am drawn today to the “limits” that Paul speaks about. Even the apostles had limits in their authority. They didn’t see themselves as supreme authorities on anything, they were servants of a higher master - Jesus Christ. They had the authority to go into the world and proclaim the gospel of Christ, build his church, teach the word, reconcile fallen man to God (this is by no means an exhaustive list). Beyond that, they knew their place, and Paul defends this by stating that he wouldn’t go beyond what was commanded of him by Christ.

When it comes to “boasting in the Lord” it means to understand the difference between what you are able to accomplish on your own, and what is accomplished only because the Lord has empowered you to accomplish something. To understand this means to understand that there are things God has called me and empowered me to do, and things he has not called me to do, even if I am able to do them on my own. How do I go about discerning the difference?

For one, taking a cue from Paul here, the Lord needs to commend what I am doing. That will come through a number of things:

• Am I open with others about his calling? Do I give permission for others to affirm God’s commendation in my life?
• Are there people who are under the authority and influence God has given me? Are they receiving everything they need from what God is doing through me? Are they affirming God’s calling on my life?
• Do I achieve most of my work outside of prayer? When something is done and accomplished, do I have certainty that I trusted my steps to God, or did I take the reins?

I need to know my limits. I need to know that I can’t boast about anything if God did not guide me through it. I need to be in prayer more and rely on the Lord to empower me to achieve, and rely on the help he provides through his Spirit and through other people.

My Sufficiency

2 Corinthians 3:5-6
[5] Not that we are sufficient in ourselves to claim anything as coming from us, but our sufficiency is from God, [6] who has made us sufficient to be ministers of a new covenant, not of the letter but of the Spirit. For the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life.

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Here Paul is transitioning between thoughts. He says that he (and the apostles) don’t need any commendation from others about the legitimacy of their ministry and their positions as apostles. There are some preachers in the area who are “peddling” (2:17) God’s word; these men “minister” for pay and for show, rather than in spirit and truth. Paul is now moving to talk about the supremacy of the gospel message in comparison to the Law of Moses, because it is a ministry of the Holy Spirit, rather than a ministry of a written code. But before he fully starts on this topic he makes one last statement about the position of the apostles and their role in God’s kingdom.

Certain men in that time and area would be great orators, great public speakers who could stir the crowds and win devotion. Rather than giving all the glory to God, they would relish in all the attention and make it as if their own giftings and hard work have gotten them attention, status, and wealth. But Paul says that he and the apostles can’t claim any of their position or status based on any of their gifts, talents, or credentials; all that they have has been given to them by the Spirit of God. One of the key words in these verses is the word “sufficient.”

The first use in verse 5 means to be “just above” an acceptable level. Paul is saying that whatever “sufficiency” they have was given to them by God to put them at a level “just above” acceptable. It’s like passing school with a minimum GPA of 2.0, which I know pretty well. But then in verse 6, the literal meaning of the word “sufficient” means “to make adequate; to make competent; to qualify one for a specific task.”

He’s saying that on his own credentials, he’s at best just barely adequate to be given a position as an apostle, but because this is given by God, the Holy Spirit has not just made him “barely” an apostle, but he has fully qualified Paul and the others as true apostles of God’s new covenant; the everlasting covenant of his Kingdom.

When I look at my own life and consider where I’m at, I wouldn’t hesitate to say that it’s all from God. I graduated high school with a 2.something GPA, dropped out of college, never held a job for more than a year, never had any real artistic success, unable to man up and keep a stable relationship, my lack of qualifications goes on and on. But here I am today, 30 years old with a solid job, a wife, a young child with another on the way, able to rent a place to live without scrambling together the rent every month, I get to artistically reach over 1,000 people weekly through music and creative speaking, I have people looking up to me and desperately wanting me to succeed. I haven’t earned any of this by worldly standards! Are you kidding me?!

All that I have, including my position, has been graciously gifted to me by the Lord. The way he has unfolded the last 5 years of my life has been nothing short of miraculous. I’m reminded to look back today and be exceedingly grateful for where I am today, all because the Lord has chosen to put me on this path and I haven’t earned it with a single ounce of my sufficiency; but God has made me adequate, competent, qualified to be a minister in his Kingdom. What an honor. What a privilege. I am inspired to live well today, for the glory of the one who has given me all my adequacy, through his surpassing excellence, by his unbelievable grace.